I lost several jobs myself

Good evening Mamas and Papas little Wise Bloggers.

When I took Sick at 28/29 years of age, I had just finished studying Business Administration HND and had landed my first job in a Housing Association. And it was while I was at work, I can't remember if I suddenly walked out of the work place and went home feeling depressed or whether I finished work and went home. But I stripped myself naked, and went without food for 30 days and burnt all my clothes.

I battled depression for many years, until one day I wrote to a pastor in KT Richard Tootal and asked him to pray for me. And one day I was sitting in my bedroom at my mothers house and all of a sudden I felt this cloud which had been hoovering over me for years suddenly lift and move away from me, I knew Richard Tootal , or someone received my letter and was praying and from that day I have never ever suffered with depression again. Its been about 20 years and I don't fall into a depression anymore or feel a cloud over me. I get my ups and downs but bounce back up quickly.

I felt controlled living at home and had been on the Housing waiting list for 10 years and no offer of rehousing was made just because mum and had owned their own house!.

I think it was my dad who called the Ambulance and I was taken to the hospital. I was sectioned can't remember for how long for, but when I was released, I was sectioned again after about year. I had damaged my equilibrium and have been on meds for the past 30 odd years. It was only on my second sectioning I was rehoused, but they rehoused me on a busy main Road which excerbated my health for 15 years. I went to Leicester to escape from SLAM and the busy main Road

And come back to London, through no fault of my own to put up with CRAP from MP's, NHS staff and church brethren!. and Civil Enforcement Officers and CEDAR GROUP! The Met Police; Sir Mark Rowley???.

To cut along story short, I found several jobs but lost some of them because I got targeted at work by Muslims?. Even when I was in Leicester?. Even when I had a mortgage no Pastor thought the house was worth saving just because I had no Children, was single with no husband and because I was a black Jamaican with a mental impairment! and wasn't on the pulpit.

But I knew somebody follow me to Leicester because one day I was walking on the street and heard a loud audible voice and realise the HS was allowing me to hear someone talking about me. The voice said, "give her five years and let her swim". I arrived in Leicester in December 2009 and left in November 2014 exactly five years!!!. FAKE GRACE!.

What I notice about many church leaders they play alot of emphasise on leaders who are on the pulpit. But what I DON'T LIKE since I set up ANBW, all they did was look to see if I could make millions and talk about how much media attention I get and plot to see if they can take over my business! really disgraceful!.

Especially the young leaders who are coming into the church, all they do is talk CRAP! "Oh God told me I gonna be a millionnaire" and when you watch their action all they do is follow peoople, use deception to try and make millionnaire happen!, not really interested in the members of the congregation or preaching the gospel.

I was just sitting thinking to myself and looking at some church leaders how they started their ministry and muliplied it and many make their living by preaching the Word of God, but there are some who water down the Word of God and look for substitutes to preach the Word. What I mean is some people think they can use my business to make money and they are sneaky because they look at Barnardos?.

The manipulate me to preach the gospel on my Blog page but you can see they have a hidden Agenda, a perverseness in them. I know if some foolish Christian was to take over my business they are not going to preach the Gospel, really sneaky!