Usurps from a Poem I had written for my Homegroup

Good morning Mama's and Papa's little bloggers.

When you write a poem and give a copy to the Homegroup leader and you start the poem by constantly putting in he chorus line "It Didn't matter" then end with the following; "It did matter" watch Married Couples facial expression change and get vex! JEZEBEL come out of the closet? and watch church leaders gather around and talk amongst themselves, hiding, plotting stuff claiming The Poem is for them and claiming All Nations be Wise is meant for the WIFE!

THE CROWD CRIED IT DIDN’T MATTER AND ALL BECAUSE I DIDN’T HAVE CHILDREN OR A HUSBAND.

THEN I FOUND KINGS CHURCH AND EVERYTHING DID MATTER.

It mattered when my mum took sick

It mattered when my dad was the only bread earner looking after mum and 5 kids.

It mattered when I became a Christian.

It mattered when I found my first job and I was on a low income.

It mattered when I found a job I liked then had a breakdown and had to give up the job.

It mattered when I needed to move to protect my sanity.

It mattered when I got kicked out of 3 universities.

It mattered when I had a second breakdown and was eventually moved near a busy main road.

It mattered when I was diagnosed with a Mental Impairment.

It mattered when Christians kept goijng behind my back plotting to move me out of the flat, because they were jealous and up to NO GOOD!

It mattered when I moved to Leicester and brought a house then lost the house and moved back to London.

It mattered I lost 3 jobs in Leicester.

It mattered that an NHS member of staff  went into my handbag and stole something.

It mattered when I was looking after my mum for 5 and half years.

It mattered when I was rehoused into a new build flat.

It mattered when Church brethrens came to visit me and then went behind my back and plotted to try and move me out.

It mattered when I kept going from one church to another.

It mattered when the NHS came for me again, again, again, again and again.

It mattered when JESUS called me to set up a business.

It mattered when my benefits was cut

It mattered when people kept plotting for me to 'go back to college' to stop me from progressing.

It mattered that some people kept plotting against me to hijack my business

And it matters when Christians keep gossiping behind my back,talking "she single, how does she cope all this years on her own?".

It mattered when Christian Married couples talk behind back and believe "they are the only ones called for ministry.

And it mattered I am black, Jamaican, female a mature woman, with a business and have a disability.

And it mattered to JESUS that I didn’t have children or a husband and I am single and probably a Eunach because of my Disability, it mattered because Everthing Does Matter.

JESUS LOVED ME, SHOWED ME I HAVE A BIBLE, I HAVE THE GIFT OF GRACE, WAS LOVED AND CALLED AND SHOWED ME ISAIAH 54:1-4. AND SAID YOU ARE LOVED WITH AN EVERLASTING LOVE I WILL  NEVER LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU.